Lord, you have examined me
and know all about me.
You know when I sit down and when I get up.
You know my thoughts before I think them.
There comes a time in everyone’s life when you’re going to disagree with God. Well, chances are, its going to happen multiple times. Lets face it, our thought process can not possibly match up with with His. We are not all-knowing and are tuned to only think near-future, whereas He is quite the contrary.
I’m coming out of a long period jam-packed with fighting God on so many things. I knew what God wanted for my life, but I constantly chose to start up my weed-waker and create my own paths as I went. Lets be honest, He might have set some guidelines, but I knew what was better for my life (ha).
Through my disobedience however, I discovered something peculiar. I used to feel ashamed to share my defiant thoughts with Him, for fear of disrespecting or disappointing Him. However, God doesn’t want you to lie. He knows you’re not perfect. In fact, He knows every flaw you possess. It would be silly to lie to or ignore God, because he already KNOWS. No matter what you’re going through or what you’re thinking, be honest with Him. Honesty will help you better understand your disagreement with God, and bring some resolve sooner, rather than later.
No matter what you’re going through, talk to Him. Tell Him your fears, your thoughts, your desires, your feelings and your grievances. Be honest, He knows.
Rester à la mode! Xo,